The Old Man in the Pit

Here’s a confession: nobody ever, ever used to ask me where my ideas come from.

And I always wanted them to. Since publishing my first novel, I actually get asked this quite often, and I secretly love it!

I  shrewishly read the answers in author interviews when they are asked this. It’s always cheekily put off, like “ideas are all around,” and “oh, you just write one word at a time and the story shows up.” That last one I actually came up with, but it’s a spin on what most writers say.

book and pencil

Here’s the truth. Fiction writers (especially fantasy writers) are molded in a combination of good fishermen, superstitious athletes and ancient Appalachians who built their houses with witches’ keyholes atop their chimneys, and they do not reveal the source of their mojo.

But me, I overshare. When I was little I told a friend that she wasn’t allowed to come and play at my house, because my mother didn’t like her. She told her mother, who was in the same Jazzercise class as my mother…it was an awkward session, when the confrontation hit, Patrick Swayze posters glaring down in disapproval.

Here’s what I really want to tell you about the well of my inspiration. I’ve learned over the years to keep my works-in-progress to myself, because just as wishes don’t come true if you say them aloud, my characters wither and die when they come into the light too soon. But there is a place, deep in the pit of me, where a squat, bald, gnarled old man capers and stirs. He uses a huge paddle, taller than he, and moves the sludge about.

ancient diver

Occasionally he brings up a pretty, showing its sparkle to me in the dead of night or while I drive my kids home from school. Its glint blinds me a little, sets a quiver in my gut, makes me smile a private smile, just to myself. Sometimes I get lucky enough to catch hold of what he hands me, and I can turn it over and over in my hands and put it to the page.

When that happens some of the sparkle dulls, and then the editing comes, but hopefully the shape of the thing remains.

10 responses to “The Old Man in the Pit”

  1. […] Most importantly, I’m writing. I still have freelancing responsibilities. And, yes, I’m working on my next novel. I’m not trying to channel all my frustrations into the great literary masterpiece of my life, because that’s a lot of pressure to put on this time that is, after all, a temporary and relatively minor inconvenience for me! But I’m home, my mind and my computer are infinitely accessible, and so … I’m writing. And that doesn’t always mean I’m typing. Sometimes, I’m writing while I paint the hallway. Or, I’m writing while using my electric chainsaw to clear out invasive privet. Writing happens in the recesses of the mind first, and performing meditative chores releases all kinds of things that have been lurking around down there! […]


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